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May 18, 2012
reflections of my thoughts
Inside me there is a fighter. A strong warrior, fearless and ready to fight all battles, ready to run a thousand miles and conquer. I have always wanted to fight my spiritual problems physically.I better die fighting my demons than all the time struggling with them in my mind, being depressed all the time. God is my shield. He would help me to win/ to overcome. I want to see that with my eyes. I understand spiritual things only physically. I understood the cross sacrifice, by seeing it in the movie Narnia. I have grown up by watching supernatural movies and I have understood a lot of things by fantasy/supernatural things, by metaphors. A lot of my spiritual knowledge has come through reading the Narnia books. God gave C. S. Lewis inspiration to write these books to reach a person like me, to reach somebody who sees the things in the world differently. The Bible is the main source for everything what is going on in the world and it’s written with parables. Christians sometimes become so world-like that they think that the only way to look to life is by reality. But they reality doesn’t match the God’s reality written in Bible.
I am scared a lot of times thinking about future and the end of this world. I don’t want to see anyone suffer. But everything what will happen will be fair. Because we have a choice/ right to choose who is leading us!
Why we are so stubborn? Why we choose to walk in the dark side? Why we choose to fight against One, who fights for us?
Even if we could see that spiritual life with our own eyes, there would still be people who would choose to walk with the serpents.
What is wrong with us? Why we choose to deny One who can save us, only because we are scared to lose our pathetic lives/to live different? To lose friends who are actually not friends, because when you become different and don’t do the things they do,they leave you!
A lot of times I feel like I am done living this life, that I want to be with my Heavenly Father and I want Him to accept me the way I am through His Son.
But I can’t, I will find my purpose and I will fight, because with Him I have nothing to lose and everything to gain!
May 17, 2012
We are made to be ruled, in the end we will always kneel.
Please God show us Your unfailing love, that we find freedom in You! 
May 3, 2012
I hope you are having a wonderful day! Remember that you are beautiful and God loves you! If you feel down, here is a photo of panda to cheer you up! (:
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